SHERYLCHUA(: ♥♥♥

i totally need this motivation.

seriously, life is difficult. i believe it's the same to all students out there. i've been wasting my time away and i really need to get to work immediately. i've came up with this agreement with my mom, i'll use the computer for one&ahalf hours everyday. not more, but less. so i'll come online only after 9.30pm. so if any of you were to see me online before that, pretty please ask me to study.

every day, i'm pratically wasting my life watching the square box with moving pictures and typing away on the computer ! whats wrong. i remember a verse which shirley told us during the sermon. it's something like 'you dont do something you want to do, but you keep doing something you want to stop'. dont make sense ?? ah ! i'll look up the bible tomorrow and i'll post the verse. (:

i pretty much realise that yes, i have to study, and i must study. i shall place my focus on what is really important now. i cant believe it, my O level chinese paper is just 1 month and 19 days away. still, what am i doing ? NOTHING ! i'm not even doing the work. even though i scored 36/50 for my chinese test which i didnt study. ha. (it's a miracle ! i got a serious shock). i need a study group. a REAL study group where i can really learn and all.

so yes. there's a biology test tomorrow and i haven even start studying. i'm leaving things till the last min. can ANYONE please help me change this attitude of mine ? next, i'm getting back my amaths test, and my band did badly. so well, i pretty much expecting a failing mark on my paper when i get it back, i didnt study at all. was in total blank when i saw the questions. ha. i guess mr tong is rather disappointed in me. i sleep in his class and i dont do my work ! ah. i shall buck up now.

thats my final call. it's time.

♥ sher

10:21 PM